First Of May

First Of May~ The Bee Gees

第一次听这首歌不是因为《若叶时代》，

却因为这部日剧带来的感触太深而使得每一次听见脑海中浮现的就是此剧情。

《若叶时代》由当时看起来还很年轻的 KinKi Kids主演，诉说着这对其实是同父异母兄弟的友情

在不同环境下长大的孩子，怀着不同的心情，在那所谓的名校相遇，继而展开他们的故事。

述说着友情、亲情、爱情的同时，也带入了背叛与伤害的元素。

日剧，常常会揭发着人性最真实的一面。会心痛，会悲伤，也有淡淡的喜悦~笑中带泪。

那叛逆的年代，也许我们都曾经做过无法被原谅的事情。

总想着如何离经叛道地干下轰天大事，或许，只为了抚慰自己不被重视的心情。

整部剧不长，一共6集，一集大约一个小时半~

可看着看着，好像不只一个小时半了~

若叶时代

~yurikaz~

Random #02

LOL~ Saw Pey Ling tagged me in this post..and all the very nice reminisce of Tarc Life start pouring out.. <3 Miss all of you =)

~nong~

281211

Back from Hong Kong, back from playing state back from everything and started my maths.

Feel like crying out loud when doing it. So going to get low marks again for my maths =x

Went out yesterday with all my darlings and yes I am glad I went out yesterday. Although spending another one whole day hanging out doing nothings, but that's the reason I can concentrate studying today =)

Back to work~

~nong~

p/s watched spirited away

Random #01

Went to my cousins house after jie jie(cousin sister) texting me: Wai Po(Grandma) keep asking will you guys come.

Climbed up the roof there and help painting the roof. Koko(cousin brother) actually shakes the roof whenever he walks and stand up. Laughed at him: your weighed really are 1000kg huh?

Went out with them to packed some chickens as an extra dishes for dinner. Saw people fighting at the restaurant by throwing chairs, tables on the road and the cars have to slow down to avoid those obstacle. Even saw how they punch people in the middle of the road. Was bringing hao hao(2 years old cousin brother) that time so carry him away to avoid him watching. Later according to jie jie's boy friend, they fight because the person eat and left without paying~ Oh dear.Please remember to pay your meals next time

One more day and off I go to Hong Kong =)

~nong~

171211

Last two meals cooked by myself for this year =)
Evonne Lim, the miso soup that you like is at the bottom left XD

Year 2 sem 1 is now unofficially finished! lol

'Unofficially' word is used because there is still exam to sit for and its just a three weeks study leave that we are having right now~ bbbbut~ I am so excited of the coming soon X'mas festival right now~ Dont know why, I like the atmosphere of Christmas celebration even though I don't celebrate it. I just love the feeling of seeing people dressing like Santa Claus and giving out presents, Christmas trees with presents under it, Christmas songs singing around and the big big awesome meal with the presence of turkey although I dont eat it lol.

Friday got no class at all for the environmental group~ Yay *peace*
Went for movie with my lovely ex-roommates (pay herng & mandy) and the 'hostel group' we used to hang out with on thursday night=)
No plan at all actually.. It all started with Pay Herng's 'complain': why our house like never have a housemates outing before?
And there goes~ Mission Impossible 4 at TGV Jusco Cheras Selatan with Chatime and Kenny Rogers as dinner. =) [very random selection]

M.I 4 has a quite nice action scene and sequence, but the storyline is just so very x100000 not logic. Pay Herng was like: I dont understand.. Why? [for dont know how many times.]
And I said: Because he is the hero of this movie. US hero dont die! [even though explosion happens right under his feet and heard so many bone fracture sound effects and he still standing up nicely and fighting lol] Anyway, Tom Cruise's body figure is still nice to see though he really look old and that two guys (you know who =P) is like: I can see his man boobs falling down lol.

Going to finish this post now~ Study leave is going to start partially X)


~nong~

水木年华 - 一生有你

有谁能永远陪在妳身边？不因妳的任性，坏脾气离开。
有那么一点点的爱情，一点的友情，更多的是亲情。
许下一生的承诺，却不能只有一丁点的勇气…
需要那坚定不移的心还有满满的爱。

生命中也许很多过路客，可是你们有彼此。
有许多不如意的事，却在看到她的笑靥后如沐春风。
世界的中心，不是只有其他琐碎的杂事。
更多的更多，有她，还有那温暖的家…

~yurikaz~

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爱情，本来就不该彼此伤害。

可是人类，拥有原本应该锁在潘多拉盒子里的一切。

我们彼此相爱，却又彼此伤害

被爱情冲昏了头的那一瞬间，所有的承诺，所有的甜言蜜语，轻而易举

逐渐清醒的那一刹那才突然发现以前的那个自己是多么地愚蠢

开始嫌弃、抱怨；开始吵架、丢东西

当初那个甜美的妳，到哪去了？

当初那个温柔的你，又到哪去了？

人与人之间，本来就该互相包容；就该互相谅解

在摩擦产生的那一刻，却把如此简单的道理抛到九霄云外

仅存的那点理智，也已被愤怒遮掩，竭尽所能地伤害对方，

伤痕累累的心，即使再后悔也无法挽回曾经犯下的所有……

~yurikaz~

Meaningful Story

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Papa went outstation at Mauritius and mummy followed to travel there as well since its free~ And here is what we get as souvenirs I guess... My mum and my sister keep tagging me in photos and status which makes me feel so home sick now.. Partially is because of my sister's status saying about chocolates lol.

This is how she posted and spammed my wall asking me which colour of the dodo bird toy I want when I did not open my FB:

The photo that she tagged me showing that she is having fun playing with these two toys by manipulating hers to bully mine =x :

She is really happy with the returning of my mum I guess... After so many days to manage her own meals which she just ate biscuits and breads, even when I was back that weekend I torture her with 'pig food' that I cooked hehe. This is because, when i reached home and check the refrigerator, I found a lot of vege and some even turned to yellowish because she touched nothing. So I threw everything inside the pot and produced 'pig food' lol. By dinner time, when I hand her a plate of fried rice her expression was: Food again???? o.O Which differ so much from her usual expression: FOOD!!!! yay =)

Her comment of leaving a whole dustbin containing wrapper reminds me of the day I returned home and found out the full of biscuits wrappers' rubbish bin time =x

See how enjoy she was playing with this two by doing all the 'bullying action'. Stupid and cute sister of mine =x

Something irrelevant:

Happy Birthday to Lor Huai~ =) Enjoy your day of turning to 21st big girl. The time I am about to wish you through message this morning only I realised that I do not have your phone number after so many times of you missing your phone =P

I seriously need to get started on my CPE coursework due 13th dec ><

Dr. Sergey had being very very kind and nice to postpone the due date of this coursework for so many times. At first he wrote Monday, 6th Dec 2011.. Then we told him that Monday is 5th of Dec instead of 6th, so he said: is either we follow the day or the date then~ And ofcz! Lecturer kind like Dr Sergey will be following the date itself lol.

Few weeks later, the time he gave us part 3 of the coursework, he told us that he will changed the due date to Monday, 12th of dec. Sitting on our side of lecture desk he said: I am trying to view this from the side of you, therefore, extending an extra week is needed I feel. *Claps and cheers* So here goes the second extension.

The third one is when, some one told him: Dr Sergey, you mentioned that our coursework due on 12th dec, but that day is a public holiday.

The whole class is in a complete silence out of a sudden and Dr Sergey starts: Well, I will not be surprised if I change the due date to 13th of dec, somebody will then tell me that 13th december is the National Day for Semenyih!

*LOL*

*Well, are you sure that 12th is the public holiday?*

*Yes.*

*So the due will change to 13th of december. But please dont tell me that 13th december is the National Day of Semenyih..*

*claps and laughter* (Dr Sergey will always be a favourite lecturer of mine =D)

~nong~

Do we really look that alike?

Yes, certainly we have a lot in common. Both staying at Ampang, very near to each other and have a lot of mutual friends in FB.. Same age, took pts.. Attended the same high school for few months and I even know her sister.. BUT we never knew each other until the day we step into the University of Nottingham. =)

Living in the same room, taking the same course.. Not in the way that one of us is pure chem and the other is with environmental but both of us are taking chem with environmental... Having almost the same life before attending to this university.. We can even 'gossip' for the friends that we knew in common since primary school.. I seriously think that is a miracle we did not know each other before this as we have so many friends in common =x

Having the same thinking most of the time and here comes the part where both of us are curious about: Do we really look that alike? Just because both of us are wearing spectacles and having so many things in common... Still dont make us look alike right?

Peoples are calling me Pay Herng and calling her Chang Nong.. Is not a surprise when they call me Pay Herng, Chang Nong..Eh wait..Are you Pay Herng or Chang Nong?

There was once..

Eugene: Eh Chang Nong, I want your number.. I dont have yours.

I gave..Then he turned: Eh Pay Herng, I want your number as well..Wait let me save it first later I mess up..

And here he goes, saving my number as Pay Herng =.=

Pay Herng: Hello!! Why are you typing my name? I am standing right in front of you and I havent even give you my number...

Another time..

Wendy talking to me: Eh, Chang Nong has a sister?

Me: Yea, I have one younger sister.

Wendy: Huh? Her sister studying here?

Me: (*thinking* why is she using 'her' when she is talking to me?) Nope, my sister still in high school

Wendy: But that day I saw them walking here in the campus and they really look alike!!!

Me: (okay... Nobody says about me and my sister look a like before and I never walk with her in campus..) Do you mean Pay Herng? She and her sister really look alike and her sister always come find her in the campus.

Wendy: Wait. You are? OH YA!!! YOUR ARE NOT PAY HERNG.

Sue Ern: SHE IS CHANG NONG LARR. I still thinking why you so weird asking her like this.

A lot more times..

Chang Nong!! Eh, Pay Herng! Eh wait.. Are you Pay Herng or Chang Nong? I always confused about both of you.

And here goes the self introduction again.. Starting from Year 1 sem 1 untill now my Year 2 sem 1 is going to end.. They still confuse us.. Even our own 'gang' confused our names sometimes @@

And that day.. Pey Ling and I were chatting and she said: You and that Lim Pay Herng..

Me: (Alright~ Now Pay Herng has a new surname lol..) Hello Darling, I am Lim, she is Lee okay??

Pey Ling: What????????? I thought she is Lim Pay Herng all the time until now.

*speechless*

Now I have a twin sister in Nottingham. To be more specified: Non-biological twin sister. =)

~nong~

Dont feel like going to school now =(

~nong~

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Is the first day of December and we celebrate it with a very luxuriant dinner....=)
(pancakes, nuggets with chilli sauce, spaghetti, mashed potato, 凉拌豆腐 )

其实，并没有什么庆祝。纯粹是昨天晚上室友看到我桌子上很多麦当劳的辣椒酱然后想起她也有很多放了很久的麦当劳辣椒酱，结果就想说如果把她那存货也是很多的 nugget炸掉拿来炒辣椒酱不懂好不好吃。然后，我说：你要不要放一点马铃薯，我有很多。接下来，又想到还有一包开了的木薯粉也是放很久可以拿来煎鸡蛋。再然后……

所以结论是：我们其实只想要清掉那些放了很久还没有吃完的东西罢了 @@

下午4点半的时候，我对着那只半睡半醒的猪说：我饿了。然后她说，我还想睡觉，你刚刚才吃了一碗面，不要吵。（本来说好5点煮的…）

6点的时候走下去客厅~

chwee yee：你几点要煮？我要饿死了，等下8点还要出去讨论功课。

我：佩玲还在睡觉，叫我不要吵她~ 我从4点半饿到现在 T.T

结果跑上去把连佩玲摇醒……煮的时候拼命偷吃~

chwee yee 一边弄一边骂：你是不怕死是啊？我还在煮着你就捻来吃，烧啊！

（继续捻……）

重点是那个面粉+木薯粉+鸡蛋。我们三个人讲的都是面粉和鸡蛋拿去煎，可是最后证实原来3个人想的东西都不一样…

chwee yee版：很自然的就把鸡蛋打在面粉上面做成 pancake~LOL

佩玲版：像蚝煎的那种东西

过后 chwee yee 问我：你的是怎样？

我说其实我也不知道，只是我妈妈有一次弄过很好吃，我以为你们会弄而已 @@

最后，自恋一下~那个 mashed potatoe我随便掺一下就变成所有菜中最好吃的一道~（连佩玲讲的！）所以这个正式变成我们以后的正餐 or 零食 XD

~nong~

正

说完电话以后，泪水不受控制地流了满面。即使紧闭双眼也无法阻止奔腾的泪水。

你说过不会放弃，可却从那17层的高楼往下跳。没有丝毫犹豫，一脸决然地跨出了围墙。
快速往下坠的你，犹如断了翼的天使堕落到人间。可天使不会死，而你却血肉模糊的躺在地上。

救伤车的鸣笛，从远至近；好奇的人群开始涌过来，脸上的惋惜、震惊甚至蹲在路旁呕吐的。
你说总有一天将展翅高飞，再度翱翔于那广阔的蓝天。可没能等到羽翼丰满，你已自我毁灭。

不管如何歇斯底里地喊着，哭着，闹着，求着，你依旧不为所动。你说你心意已决：既然这个世界无法容你，你只好离开。你不知道的是，即使你曾经犯下世人所谓的滔天大错，罪不可赦；我的世界依旧围着你打转。

即使他们说所有对一切都是你的错，我却认为你才是正义的化身。那一晚的情景总是梦魇般的缠绕着，不曾消失的恐惧只有在看到你时才得以平息。

只记得那个夜晚，不管如何呐喊求救也无法挣脱的强暴在你的出现而得到解脱。如果真的要说有罪，是那些抱持着看戏心态的旁观者有罪还是在混乱中把那个人渣杀了的你？如果只因为他是当朝政权的儿子而把你判至十八层地狱，你更不应该放弃。

如今，他们得意了。那到处炫耀的嘴脸着实让人讨厌。而你，在你看见这一切以后有否为如今无能为力的自己感到遗憾？曾经野心勃勃地说着要改变这个世界的你，怎么能就此消失？

总得有人继续为正义打拼，即使看起来是多么的徒劳无功，也会有成功的一天。


~yurikaz~