再见，是否再见？

也许，转身的那一刻已是泪水奔腾；刻意挺直的背脊却很努力地隐藏自己的软弱。

无法抑制地抖动着，因泪水所模糊的视线一直无法找到焦点，虽然步伐不稳却也

努力地向前走着直到确定背后无人才蹲下放声大哭，释放的悲伤怕是这辈子之最。

说了再见，能否再见？

曾经的爱，如今的狠？

即时遭受如此伤害却也无法放下，

对你用的情也许比想象中还要深。

有人说过，时间是最好的疗伤药。

可是这一刻我却期望时间的静止。

害怕把你忘记更害怕忘了我的你。

看着路上人来人往的繁景，

突然有种秋天要来临的感觉，

站在人潮之中更加显得孤单，

也许这一刻我的心境是灰的，

也或许心脏忘了该如何跳动。

只是突然觉得忘了怎么生活。

过去的我们总是憧憬着未来，

却不知道原来我们没有未来。

接下来的生活，没有彼此

却还是要继续前进

也许多年以后，我们会想起对方

想起这个心痛的日子

也许多年以后，我们会后悔会遗憾

为什么没有把握时机

也许多年以后，我们将彼此遗忘

怎么也想不通心中的那股痛

春天来了，可是对我来说秋天才要开始。

也许我们不应该再见，

我无法忍受犹如陌生人般的擦肩而过……

~yurikaz~

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不知道什么时候开始，对四周的一切有着很深的无力感。

好像，不管别人做什么都已经与我无关。累了，不想理。

一切的一切，不在乎了。站在旁观者的角度，漠不关心。

现在做的事情不外乎一个人静静的坐着，远离一切繁杂。

吹着海风也好，看着星星也好，听着一首重复又重复的歌。

只要没有人来烦我，只要我不必动脑，

只要我不必做任何事，除了沉思。

即使笑，甚至流泪也没了力气。

行尸走肉般的生活着，特累。

~yurikaz~

错过

那个夜晚，看着他无比认真地说着话她突然发现原来自己是这么的喜欢他。不是因为帅气的外表，不是家里吃不完的金山银山，不是那高大的身形，也不是所有她曾经幻想过，一个白马王子应该拥有的一切。她想，只要他常常这样温柔地看着她，认真地听她发牢骚、了解她，她可以喜欢他很久很久……然后有一天，她发现原来自己的朋友早在她之前对他倾心。两个人站在一起是这样的般配。她狠狠地哭了一场，把喜欢他的心情小心地藏起来认真地扮演着朋友的角色默默地关心。

狠下心，离开了那个城市，斩断了一切得以联络的线索。再鼓不起勇气关注他的消息，再也没有勇气联络任何认识他的人，无法承受任何关于他们幸福和乐的消息，即使默默地祝福。重新开始的生活，少了他、少了朋友，有点孤单……没有人了解的心周旋于不同的人，不同的约会，不同的场景……夜深人静，孤单的心却下意识地等着他，也许一个像他那样的男人。

失去她的消息是他所不愿接受的事实，明明看着他的那双眼也拥有与他一样的情意。可是她却犹如人间蒸发般突然地消失于他的生活中。曾经尝试找过她，却在她的朋友有意无意地阻扰下不得其门。决定接受她的朋友是当家里开始向身为长子的他施加压力的时候，即使婚后生活从来不曾美满却也没有认真地考虑过离婚。心里总有一个小角落挂念着关于她的一切，想着也许远方的她如今也已经结婚生子，过着她一直向往的那种平静的生活。却不知道，她向往的生活是包括了他的未来……

重新遇见是在多年以后一个老朋友的婚宴上，她唯一选择继续保持联络的朋友。在看进对方双眼的那一刹那突然明白了，曾经错过的彼此。无法牵在一起的双手，错过以后再也找不到回去的路。知晓答案以后的心再也无法被牢笼捆着，释怀以后所看见的天空更加宽广。

~yurikaz~

Taurus =)

金牛座...

金牛极乐观，最有艺术细胞+艺术感；

表面看起来很坚强，其实很脆弱， 但都会努力掩饰。

对待朋友总给人感觉好像无视对方的存在；

不是不在乎，而是方式不同，不喜欢把在乎挂在嘴上；

也不会透露困难，宁愿一个人承担所有！♥

牛牛只是不希望身边的人不开心， 不然他们会难过；

怕自己说的别人不爱听而已。

另外，大多数的牛牛都长得挺美的！


金牛座的女孩；太善良了

即使自己心里烦恼，也不愿烦到别人，装出开心的模样！♥

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Was being tagged in a post showing this~ Lol, quite true? =x

Somebody once told me that I am acting like this and I did not believe it that time.

Impossible you know me this well when I dont even know myself I said.

But then..Maybe its true? @@

~yurikaz~

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I am just so happy I can eat so many vegetables for my dinner after one whole day with bread meal yesterday ><

I know I shouldn't post so many noodles photos in my blog but... yea got nothing to post dy lol

Now that I am chatting with my darling, only I realised I am now in an expert level of making up stories until stupid yee wen thought it is a real case hahaha~ You dont tell people that your surname is LIM!!!! LIM family are people smart like me =P

~nong~

omg lol

There was this one 'joke'....

Pay Herng:

You know you will do things silly when you are lack of sleep. That one day you are typing your assignments due date tomorrow until the middle of the night, then when you are finish typing everything you click close and the Microsoft asked you: Do you want to save the document? And you eventually go and click NO~~ and then you go to sleep. *Poof* all your works are gone

After a few days where I was starting my lab report which is suppose to be pass up due today....

Me:

Hey because of the silly thing you told me that day, I already phobia until every paragraph I typed I click save and save again. Even after closing it I will open the document again to check whether its saved until the thing is printed out then only I feel safe.

Pay Herng:

*agree with then we start making up stories again*

Today......

Me:

You know yesterday me and Sue Ern do until 3am something for that stupid report thingy just because of the value for latent heat and heat capacity.. (want to start @&^$@*#&$#*^#$%)

Pay Herng:

Do you know Wong Sue Ern did not save her work she did last night....??

Me:

Wth???? Omg your joke actually exist ><

*I was like: wth? we did until so late yesterday and all her work gone? then both of us started bla bla bla bla again lol*

So, the thing is, we found Sue Ern in TCR and start questioning like what you probably will do when your friend did something like this........ Then I click save and save and save again on her PC and she said: I saved a lot of times ady lar!! PHOBIA now!!!!! So... Please, whenever you want to rush your assignments until this late and your brain starts not to co-operate with you.... Save your work every minutes. =)

End of story..

By the way, luckily you manage to finish it.. Great great relieve =)

~nong~

171011

My 'bekal' on Friday =)

Dinner with Pey Ling =)

Something related to my study finally lol instead of just food =P

~nong~

171011 =)

Its Kimi's birthday today!!! =) Hyvää syntymäpäivää Kimi!!!! ^^

And he is 32 years old already??? Omg I am still in the image that he is 30 years old o.O

Which means I did not concern about his age for two years lol

Got no chance to watch F1 since the sport channel is canceled and got no mood to watch after he left =x Anyway, Happy 32th Birthday =D

Posting a photo of him from few years ago LOL

~nong~

10102011

I realised that my meal recently are all noodles lol. Lunch and dinner... I just feel so lazy to wait for the rice to be cooked and think of the side dishes so the simple one will be noodles!!! LOL

What to eat for tomorrow's dinner? XP

I am kinda frustrated with the internet speed just now which make me need to upload my file middle in night. Omg~ Please!!! For god sake, stop playing dota lar!!! You use up all the speed we have and the limit. I need to research on my report also difficult.. If you want to play, play at the middle of night instead of letting me to write and upload my report at this night time.. Tired you know? Tomorrow I have class and laboratory for one whole day some more.. Think lar please!! That is the use of your brain @@ I didnt mean to scold people in this way but I just couldnt hold my emotion right now XP

Anyway, report is done for such a long time and finally!!!! My groupmatess!!! I send to you guys through owa dy lol though I know none of you will be reading my blog~ Still, just mention for fun =) Good Night~

~nong~

The Lost of a Great Human: Steve Jobs

Steve Jobs who was an American inventor and entrepreneur and is known as the co-founder, chairman and chief executive officer of Apple Inc. He was also the co-founder and the chief executive of Pixar Animation Studios and became a member of the board of the Walt Disney Company. Steve Jobs has just passed away on the 5th of October 2011 after Iphone 4S has been introduced. R.I.P

-wikipedia-

~nong~

031011

Still cant online at TTS 4 lol~ Currently at library waiting for the 6pm meeting again.

This post is mainly for photos I should say :

First, some hulu langat community service gathering pictures which I only found out the other day that its all still in my camera XD We stayed at Agrotek Resort for that 3 days 2 nights.

The first two pictures will be the road that connecting to our dorm and canteen which is kind of steep and feel so tired walking up and down =)

They are having fun at the waterfall or should I say the river? LOL

Three activities which are water polo, tug of war and football. Too bad I cant play since all need to get wet and I am having MP that time =(

This is why I can only play with my camera while watching them playing happily lol

Now, some photos showing my room at semenyih. I spent hours to clean my room on the first day I move in.. Tiring job it is =)

After finish arranging everything and cleaning up everything it looks like this now

(Now=last week I mean XD)

I can actually climb out from the window and step on the roof if I want to since my bed is just beside the window. Its quite comfortable with the wind blowing at night when you are sitting beside the window.

My first hot meal cooked by myself at that 'new' home of mine =)

We shift our study table yesterday in order to install my bookshelf. So it looks like we are quarreling with back facing each other haha.

Below two pictures will be my lunch for today. The left hand side is soup with carrot, tofu, sea weed and tomato =) and sushi which I am so lazy to wrapped up so I just use chopstick to wrap it while eating. XD Forgot to take pictures until I almost finish. That's why =D

Well, this is it for today I guess. Meeting =)

~nong~