20062017

Second attempt~ This time I measure it nicely with ruler and rub it nicely with my fingers until I have carbon intoxication perhaps.. And I cant stop impressed by myself after finishing this, staring at it, looking at it, showing off to everybody and force them to praise me. Yea, a bad habit of mine, cant help but sharing my joy to other people forcefully.

Too much negative input recently, too many things to do and think about, like its time to write my thesis, to plan my remaining experiments, to plan my teaching course, to write reports and feedback on students, to learn how to deal with the kids, to learn how to deal with the grown ups, especially those undesirably people who think you are too free to listen to their shit.. Oh, maybe I am one of them too, throwing rubbish to other people. But since I realize it now, I will just stop it. 

Too stop all those unwanted information coming in and disturbing my mind, first thing I uninstalled was the Facebook app to prevent myself from scrolling endlessly when I should do my work. I couldn't deactivate my account yet because I have to organize the weekly volunteer work through the group (okay this is mainly just an excuse). Anyway, I also deleted all those mobile games which I used to be so addicted with but not now, clearing every single app that I used to scroll scroll click click. Fresh start huh? I hope so.

Just when I promised myself to sleep early since last Friday, I have to break that seal today. Just gone back from badminton session and I haven't even bath and mop the floor. And I already feel so tired just by thinking about tomorrow stuff. Got to teach from 8 - 9.30am and then rush back to campus for a 10am - 12.30pm training course and then meeting a student from 12.45pm till I dunno what time then I will be having a 2pm meeting with my boss for thesis write up planning. Okay, I should at least be happy about this, like finally, he decided to push me on that and I really need the kind of push. I wonder why he never scolded me even I am so bad at answering and relating my research work. Maybe if he scold me I will be mad at him for awhile then I will work in full force instead of the slacking mood like now.

~nong~