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有些伤痕,划在手上,愈合后就成了往事。有些伤痕,划在心上,那怕划得很轻,也会留驻于心。有些人,近在咫尺,却是一生无缘

Sunday, 30 January 2011

故事

在这个城市待得久了,好像把自己也遗失了。在这茫茫人海中,寻不回自己。身边没有一个值得信任的人,即使最最亲近的家人,也早已断了联系。以前感兴趣的事情全部搁下了,看了许许多多的勾心斗角、利益熏心的事件,她累了。这些年来,到底为何而忙?

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小时候,总喜欢和妈妈一起坐在屋外矮凳上。妈妈总是有说不完的故事。夜晚,蝉鸣,风吹过时树叶沙沙地响。那时候的星星有好多,也很亮。听着故事,伴着属于夜晚的声音,头总是靠着妈妈慢慢地睡着。也有没睡着的时候,那时,就会对着满天星空许愿。许下的愿望不外乎;赶快长大~

后来,长大了,上了小学。坐在外面,再也不是听妈妈说故事。相反的,叽叽喳喳的都是学校老师怎么怎么,同学又怎么怎么……有时在厨房,看着妈妈炒菜总是捻两根来吃,然后被追着赶出厨房,跑着到附近的小河和同伴打打闹闹的又度过一天。

那一年的那一天,爸爸妈妈狠狠地吵了一场架,从此,再也没看见爸爸踏进家门一步。记忆中,她的童年并没有什么阴影。依旧是吵吵嚷嚷地,昏昏庸庸地,过一天是一天。只不过,有多久没看见妈妈的笑容了?她记不清。只知道,从此她的愿望多了一项;要令妈妈快乐~

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后来的事她记不清了。读完书以后,找了份工,开始那平庸的生活。人啊,是否都如此庸碌地过完一生?她永远记得妈妈临终前告诉她的那一句;妈妈这一生,做的错误太多了。妈妈不希望你重蹈覆辙。任何事情,照着自己的心来行动。相信自己的直觉,活出自己。

是啊,活出自己。以前的梦想,以前的干劲,不该被这个城市的乌烟瘴气所埋没。而她,明天就该像老板递出辞呈,离开这个城市。是时候找回自己,完成自己想要完成的事情了。对着天空中寥寥无几的星星许下她的愿望。转过身的她,没看见夜空中划过的流星

~
yurikaz~

Friday, 28 January 2011

Happy CNY !! (01)

Another one~~ My lovely dearss who always accompany me and bring me happiness..love you guys lotsssssssssss =)

~nong~

Happy CNY !!


Happy CNY to all of you =) I miss the time we were together playing and chatting~~ Really hope that can celebrate the following CNY with all of you again~

~nong~

Tuesday, 25 January 2011

天天好天

很久没到电影院看戏了,总觉得在家看戏比较舒服,可以躺着趴着抱着枕头打滚……
而且通常会去电影院看的戏很少会是贺岁片,这次会这么随性地去看这部电影完全是临时起意,朋友约到,时间 ok,交通 ok 就去了。不过,看完了也觉得挺不错的。
剧情很感动呢,笑中带泪的感觉,很温馨。看着不同家庭的相处模式,戏中某些小细节和日常生活中的相似,因而很容易产生共鸣。
看完了,多数人的感触是:自己是否都忽略了家里人?因为工作
,因为学业,因为各种的理由……已经多久没有回去探望爸爸妈妈,爷爷奶奶,外公外婆?忙碌的我们是否要依赖着每一年农历新年的广告或是贺岁片才会想起尽尽自己为人子女的责任与孝心呢?树欲静而风不止,子欲养而亲不在
是很简单的道理呢~~

看完戏在 midvalley 逛了下,买了双球鞋。然后吃到了久违的麦芽糖 =)



~nong~

Saturday, 22 January 2011

好堕落啊

再多几个小时考试了,考完最后一张就可以玩到新年过后了
可是我现在完全是考完试的心情啊~~整间学校的人好像都考完了只剩我们这班
考最多科是我们,最早考是我们,考到最迟也是我们~~
从星期二考完数学开始到现在完全没有心情读书~~而且这个还是四科一起考的
郁闷……

~nong~

Thursday, 20 January 2011

随笔 01

有的时候,明明不想说话;可是却被逼说一堆东西
有的时候,心里闷得慌想找个人谈谈,可是没有一个人愿意听我说
有的时候,只想自己静静的发呆;却有一堆烦人的东西需要处理
有的时候,想找些东西让自己忙起来,却发现没有一件事需要我帮忙
有的时候,听着震耳欲聋的音乐只会觉得:好烦!
有的时候,却希望这些吵死人的音乐能让我忘记围绕着自己的寂寞
有的时候,很讨厌黑夜的降临
有的时候,会期待着夜再深一点,星星再出现多一点
很多时候,听着只有音乐的音乐比听一大堆歌词的音乐更能让心情平静
那些时候,卡侬一直重复的旋律百听不厌
打开窗口,突然发现外面的天气其实很好,为什么自己会愿意与世隔绝
敞开心胸,会发现有些人其实也不错,为什么自己一直忽略他们的存在

~
yurikaz~

Wednesday, 19 January 2011

to ee lei =)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY EE LEI!!! =)

hey girl~ just want to let you know how sorry I am for deciding not going to your birthday party~ But one day when all of us are free will meet up with you k? Giving you all the best wishes here and BIG GIRL!! you are Finally 21st!!!!! No more saying stupid things making all of us speechless lar pls~~ Sometimes it just getting on my nerves and so so sorry to shout at you =) sincerely..

But you know what? I will continue shout at you whenever you say something stupid..if not its just so not me hehe.. And I know you wont mind right??? Unless is too harsh and I promise all the things I said its just kidding and no real meaning.. I know I said this quite a billion times but still~~

Wish you all the best in this year 2011~ and all the best throughout this year and the future year and the future future year and future future future year and so on.... Present for you on your 21st birthday: Lotssssssss of Love <3 muackx =")">

~nong~

1 more to go

One more combined paper on saturday and I am officially done with this exam and semester 1 is finished. I did silly mistakes again for my maths paper, which is pressing wrong figure on calculator and also copying the wrong sign which I keep doing it for years.. Luckily I found out the correct way but just lost too much time in it and got no time to do the one last part which is 2 marks? I know how to do that question eh..But, who cares? Its just 2 marks XD sounds so arrogant huh?

Was already thinking about the hiking on Sunday man.. I know I went Broga for quite a lot of times dy? Actually only twice hehe.. But it just so excited to know that getting to meet you guys again =) Btw, thanks to all of you now everybody started to tell me to study for my exam whenever I reply comments or what ever thingy on facebook.. Well, is warm though.. For such a long time nobody care about asking me study XD

Watched scary movie 2 with two of my siao roommates just now and to be honest this movie is so crazy and ofcz disgusting @@ anyway..one more paper but 4 modules to study..urgh..3 more days and I am free again till february comes =)

~nong~

Tuesday, 18 January 2011

=(

我现在真的很累额,只睡了3个多小时吧?
可是睡不下了。经痛,我真的很讨厌你!

~nong~

Alone

茫茫的白雪地上一无所有,只剩下你孤单的背影。
呼啸而过的冷风,毫不留情地带走四周围的温度。
没有一丝暖意,仿佛整个宇宙的生物都已经死光。
所有的所有都与你无关,即使是世界末日的来临。

当他们转身离你而去时,你只剩下你自己...和那挥之不去的寂寞

曾经拥有的快乐仿佛不曾存在,
曾经拥有的温暖,敌不过冷风的摧残
曾经拥有的友情,敌不过利益的诱惑
曾经拥有的家庭,敌不过死神的召唤
曾经拥有的健康,随着岁月消逝
曾经拥有的一切,也只剩下空壳

失去了,再也无法取回;拥有的,是没有实体的回忆

淑敏说过每次梦见被我们抛弃,
而这样的梦境我也经历了好几万次
从小到大,不管如何的呼唤,他们总是残忍地抛下你
那种无力感,即使梦醒了还回不过神来
原来,我们都是那么地害怕孤单

~
yurikaz~

Monday, 17 January 2011

Happy early CNY ^^




happy CNY to all of you =) my current classmate made this greeting card for me and I am just so touch.. Gwen thanks a lot.. I like it very much =)

~nong~

New Zodiac Sign..

People around the world are quite confused regarding news that their zodiac sign that they have come to know over the years suddenly changed because of the gravitational pull of the moon. While many are saying that the “zodiac changes don’t count if you were born before 2009,” and others are saying to not to change your zodiac sign, and rather stay with the zodiac sign that they have become accustomed to, there are those that are interested in learning about their new zodiac sign. Below are the new list that has been compiled by astrologists. More than likely, you have a new zodiac sign:

Capricorn
January 20 to February 16

Aquarius
February 16 to March 11

Pisces
March 11 to April 18.

Aries
April 18 to May 13

Taurus
May 13 to June 21.

Gemini
June 21 to July 20

Cancer
July 20 to August 10

Leo
August 10 to September 16

Virgo
September 16 to October 30

Libra
October 30 to November 23

Scorpio
November 23 to November 29

Ophiuchus
November 29 to December 17

Sagittarius
December 17 to January 20


copied from http://www.etidbits.com/list-of-the-new-astrological-zodiac-signs=1550



The presence of the new zodiac sign: Ophiuchus is kind of excited? But we all are old fashioned thinking type and those who cant accept new things easily..Thats why none of us want to accept the new zodiac sign of ours, which mine is going to turn to Aries instead of Taurus anymore..No way.. Taurus has been followed me since I was born and is really hard to accept if you want me to change to Aries =(

How about the personality?? Do we change too? I know is stupid to ask like this.. But some personalities of ours really follows how the zodiac work right? So how is this going to affect our life? Wondering...

~nong~

17

Its the 17th day of year 2011..Which again the favourite number of mine =)

Well, finally I decided to switch my blog over here because I really dont like the new changes of the previous spaces which I cant find settings about changing the look of my blog and its just hard to use it.. It didnt give me a good feeling of posting anything there..So, here I am..back to blogspot =)

之前的 blogspot,狠下心删除掉了。不过 spaces 那里有太多太多的回忆了,怎么也无法删掉。即使原本想把那边的文章和留言都搬来,可是看见第一篇刘智腾的留言就直接把这个念头给打消了。那个家伙,竟然每隔一年就跑到第一篇那里给我留言。而那里,是从我开始学会上线就陪伴我至今的地方额,不是说放下就能放下的。开始有点后悔当时没有读清楚就把 spaces 的格式给换掉,因为当时只看到那里写着现在不换也许以后都进不来这个网站了,可是后来看见朋友的明明就好端端的嘛。所以呢:曙光 是原本的家,第一篇文章就该把这两遍给连接了。毕竟这要是一本书,这里可是续集呢。再说了,毕竟之前也在这里开过一个博格,环境怎么样都比那 wordpress 来的强。所以,以后会更努力地更新了。不会再让这给荒废了啊。发誓…… XD

~
yurikaz~