I used to come here and write stuff when I feel frustrated or sad. Since when have I forgot this habit of writing little things which I usually like? The last post I wrote here was on April 2015. Since then, I came here open new post then delete.. Open new post and delete again. I fear to write because I cant seem to find the right words to express my feeling.. Or maybe I am just too lazy to write.
I used to feel calm when I am here, listening to the music I have chosen myself suitable to chill and think about my life. Is this why I feel lost recently? Because I have not sit down for a moment and think about what I should do next and whether what I am heading now is correct?
I used to imagine my life, sometimes regret but most of the time accept and look forward. But I am trapped now, in my own fantasy.
I used to have a clear vision on what I want, what I do and what will I get from it. It seems that I have lost this ability for now..
Wish I could find my courage back...
~yurikaz~
