Recently

Found my room to stay on for the next semester. A house located at TTS4. Just to say that is actually scary to walk at TTS during night time with those weirdo saying hi to u half way when u walk and keep thinking that I might die for being robbed or rapped.oh gosh, its torturing me mentally yesterday night. By the way, the location of the house that me and Pey Ling found is quite near to the guard house and the area is bright. When we finally reach there yesterday.. It was a relieve. I am so happy that I am still alive at that moment lol.

Got my marks for the assessment week, 67% . Nothing to say much about satisfied or not satisfied though since its the result that our group had work on and we tried our best. Well, last sem I got 76% and should I say such a coincidence that this sem it just came 'terbalik' LOL anyway, study leave is here and I shall study hard for my finals now. (the truth is i cant stop TETRIS ><)

What have I done recently is quite interesting actually. Joined the Energiser Night Run at te Sepang circuit which I ran for 11km. The organiser kinda sucks though and the management decided to give a refund and everything that we should get such as cert and medal. So, in the end we run for free and Energiser did a charity on us. Ha, to be honest I dont realy feel angry or how towards that organiser since I really had fun with my besties during the run. Its fun running out there under the moon and with that nice, windy weather. I enjoyed and thats enough.
p/s...we met a group of interesting people there and the little boy of one of the couple is just sooooo cute...what I can say is only: omg~he is cute lol

Our Geology lecturer had actually organised a learning trip to the UM geology laboratory. This is just so fun. Looking at different types of rocks which we can only see the picture on the slides now actually just in front of you and you can touch it and do experiment on it. There are 5 stops there and each stop we learned. On how the rocks are being processed to make as slides(so that it can put under the microscope to determing the minerals in the rock), how a geology draw the topography and geology map, how they use the machine like ICP-EOS to determine the concentration of cations contain in the samples and also this can actually determine how is the pollution level from that sample itself. Great trip it is.

Went swimming with Pay Herng and Mandy yesterday and the swimming pool is so empty. The time we went in there was only one girl who was just about to leave and ta-da~~ the whole big swimming pool is ours at that time. Half way swimming and playing in the pool, there was a guy coming in looks like he wants to swim but he went out after seeing 3 of us. LOL we think that he might misunderstood its female session that time and is actually a mix session. In case yo dont know, our swimming pool sessions are divided into male, female, mix and staff..

Thats all I think. I just realise that for this blog I seldom upload photos about what I have done and is all wordssssssss. Guess that this is just boring huh? lol anyway I will upload those photos in the next post though I dont really think there is people reading this blog though. Just for fun..talking to myself =)

~nong~

等信息的十分钟

第一分钟，你觉得他在看着短信，

第二分钟，你觉得他在回复着你，

第三分钟，你开始检查手机有没有短信，

第四分钟，你开始在想他为什么那么慢回复，

第五分钟，你开始安慰自己说他没看见，

第六分钟，收起了手机以为等下就能收到回复，

第七分钟，掏出手机来看，你以为已经过了好久了，

第八分钟，你开始灰心了，你觉得他不会回复了，

第九分钟，你有股冲动想要再发封短信给他，

第十分钟，你打好了信息，最终却还是删除了...

第二十分钟，你的心情已经开始不好了，

第三十分钟，你还是希望能收到他的回复，

第四十分钟，你始终还是再发了封简讯给他，

第五十分钟，原本美好的心情已经完全被破坏了，

一个小时后，虽然依旧希望得到回复，但你已经绝望了...

几个小时后，在乎的心还是给了你一点希望，

你再一次检查你的手机，他回复了，

他问你发生了什么事情，你心中一暖，

你的气全消了，但你已经不知道该怎么回他了，

因为你再也找不回在你发送简讯给他时的感受了...

可他竟然回复你了，不回复他又好像对不起自己，

等待了那么久，难道自己为的不就是他的回复吗？

好想也让他试试等待的感受，但你舍不得，

与其说你舍不得，倒不如说你根本就不会不回复他...

可在你回复了他以后，换来的，

却又是一次漫长的等待...

没有人值得你一再地找寻，

没有人值得你一再地等待，

如果你知道他很忙，那你就不应该打扰他，

如果你知道他不忙，可他回复你却异常的慢，

你该知道，他根本就不在乎你，

他回复得那么慢，你又何苦那么紧张回复他呢？

别怕你回复得慢，他就不会再回复你了，

真正在乎的人，无论再忙，也会想尽办法回复你，

真正在乎的人，无需你找，他也会自动地想起你...

不得空，没时间，没看见一切均属不够爱的借口，

当你爱一个人时，你会让你爱的人找不到你吗？

你知道你会不得空，你会要你爱的人傻傻等你吗？

如果你不会，为什么他会呢？

答案你心中该有数...

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等待啊，是漫长且磨人的。

曾经，和人发短信都只因为有重要的事情联络的。

聊天，在某个没有话聊得程度就会自动停止回复。

从来没有想过应该说声：有事忙，不回了。

后来，渐渐地习惯了差不多每个人在没有回复之前都会交代一声的方式。

再后来，开始习惯性地等你的信息，即使眼皮有多么沉重也硬撑着。

现在，已经不再等任何人的信息，不等任何人的回复；除非有特定的情况。

心，平静了。你再也无法泛起我心中的涟漪。

很多时候，很多东西，放下比执著更容易。

~yurikaz~

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Assessment week

Screwed up Activity 3 which is about MPC without finishing the whole thing not even the graph that we need to draw out. The whole activity and calculations is just so easy after you understand the concept. Sigh~ can only say that Chemistry always like to make me sad. Anyway, I still think assessment week is fun =)

Activity 1 consumed up to one whole day..from 10am to 1pm and continue from 2pm to 5pm but we manage to finish it early and have time to double checked. Well, since its the second activity we had, therefore a lot of rumours comes and it is simple. Just simple mass balance and flow diagrams. The complicated part is just drawing it using visio where we dont know which exact symbol to use as a lot did not exist in the software and need to be created by ourselves. Afternoon activity is just performing calculations where lecturers are kind enough to hint during lecture time that this will be very important~ LOL so end up with copying and modifying steps from example sheets and notes but still... I could not figure out the countercurrent part as I am not so sure about the entrainment. Sigh. At least I done my best after studying it for just one time? LOL

Heard that Activity 2 will be easy..And will be having activity 2 on thursday and yeah..tomorrow will be having maths only and I am free.. Activity 4 will be a presentation on our own lab work which sounds easy. Anyway, who cares? I got the highest peer for both activities and second higher for one already. So, hopefully I can maintain or improve my results for this sem =) end of story.

~nong~

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翘课怎么了？
没读书怎么了？
分数低又怎么了？
我要过的是真正的大学生活。

为了我的未来而读书，
我知道该怎么分配时间，
该读的时候我会努力读，
该翘的课我会努力不去，
不该读的东西我就不读，
可以睡觉就尽量睡……

已经做工了的人不是每次羡慕还在读书的学生吗？
那么我就该做些让以后的我羡慕的事情。
我就是喜欢不听课然后才来借笔记，怎么样？
即使这样我还是有办法了解笔记内容，我就是有本钱拽。
即使成绩不是最高最厉害，可是我满意。行了吧？

Assessment Week 本来就是很好玩的，让我们学更多东西。
为什么只要牵扯到分数就一大堆人唉声叹气？
撕破了脸皮只为了那么一两分。
是的，人是贪心的，总认为自己付出了多少就该有多少回报。
可是这就是社会，你不一定拿的回你付出的成果。
为了钱，为了名利，多少人在抢？
要嘛，就做到让人心服口服。
希望这次的不会像上次那样让人看到听到都心寒：这就是人性。

I miss all of you =)

我很庆幸，我有一班我知道他们不管怎样都会支持我的朋友。
可以一起玩一起癫，一起分享秘密一起三八的好朋友好姐妹。
拥有一班我心里永远有他们，我也知道他们想念我的好朋友。
听到感动的歌曲，看到好的东西，想要分享的对象总是他们。
曾经一起笑一起哭一起吃饭睡觉，好得像家人一样互相照料。
即使到现在，还是和他们一起最舒服，因为，我们彼此了解。
很多时候，不必言语，双方默契已经好得知道对方想干什么。

想维持一段友情，很难。
尤其大家都分散各地，各忙各的，拥有自己的小圈子。
可是，对于新的环境，我们都开始比较，觉得格格不入。
然后，开始想念对方……
很容易就陷入自己的思绪，让自己看起来孤僻。
不是不想参入，而是，有了比较，不管怎么样感觉就是不对。
然后，开始怀念起有你们的日子……

如果可以，我多希望我们的友情可以维持到永远。
即使很久以前就知道永远是不可能的事情……
可是对于你们，
只要一想到未来的生活也许没有你们的参与，就会想哭。
没有人能取代那个位置~ 没有人能取代！
Tarc的日子是我最最开心的日子。
在班上有要好谈得来的朋友，在下乡团还有像家人一样的你们。

以前班上的那5只猪，你们要加油啊~
尤其 Summer, 他们惹到你那么不开心，没关系。你还有我们5个。
你知道，我们都会帮你的。

所有所有我要好的朋友 darling们~~
我的未来，你们都不能消失！！！

~nong~