16012019

遇见你，就是最美丽的邂逅，完美地结束2018年！

20062017

Second attempt~ This time I measure it nicely with ruler and rub it nicely with my fingers until I have carbon intoxication perhaps.. And I cant stop impressed by myself after finishing this, staring at it, looking at it, showing off to everybody and force them to praise me. Yea, a bad habit of mine, cant help but sharing my joy to other people forcefully.

Too much negative input recently, too many things to do and think about, like its time to write my thesis, to plan my remaining experiments, to plan my teaching course, to write reports and feedback on students, to learn how to deal with the kids, to learn how to deal with the grown ups, especially those undesirably people who think you are too free to listen to their shit.. Oh, maybe I am one of them too, throwing rubbish to other people. But since I realize it now, I will just stop it. 

Too stop all those unwanted information coming in and disturbing my mind, first thing I uninstalled was the Facebook app to prevent myself from scrolling endlessly when I should do my work. I couldn't deactivate my account yet because I have to organize the weekly volunteer work through the group (okay this is mainly just an excuse). Anyway, I also deleted all those mobile games which I used to be so addicted with but not now, clearing every single app that I used to scroll scroll click click. Fresh start huh? I hope so.

Just when I promised myself to sleep early since last Friday, I have to break that seal today. Just gone back from badminton session and I haven't even bath and mop the floor. And I already feel so tired just by thinking about tomorrow stuff. Got to teach from 8 - 9.30am and then rush back to campus for a 10am - 12.30pm training course and then meeting a student from 12.45pm till I dunno what time then I will be having a 2pm meeting with my boss for thesis write up planning. Okay, I should at least be happy about this, like finally, he decided to push me on that and I really need the kind of push. I wonder why he never scolded me even I am so bad at answering and relating my research work. Maybe if he scold me I will be mad at him for awhile then I will work in full force instead of the slacking mood like now.

~nong~

081116

坚持理想，保持积极态度，好事也会随之而来。=)

昨天开始都在亢奋的状态中，今天在这里纪念一下。整理照片的时候不小心删除了几张在香港 conference 的照片，已无法寻回。有点小遗憾，不过最近放下的心态挺好。之前，朋友的朋友所分享的 “断舍离” 正在很好的发挥着作用。即使少了照片，好的回忆会一直留在脑中。

拍的比较好的被删掉了，所以发一张脸臭的 （误！其实是紧张的）提醒自己继续在这条道路上努力奋斗。期望明年的这个时候可以把论文交上准备viva。^_^

~nong~

Screw this title thing!

I used to like writing a lot, until I enrolled into PhD and needs to write all sorts of stuff as in abstracts, manuscripts, proposals and mostly reports, tonnes of reports. Then I realised, I only like to write nonsense, something not so academic, something that I can simply write without the need to think if the sentence is too lengthy or if the tenses used matches the paragraph or if the explanation is scientific enough. Just like reading, where I have preference to only story books or novels and anything unrelated to that I don't even feel like touching it at all. And then, the moment I start to think, nah, its fine, I have had enough with words~ let me just play some game, scroll some facebook viewing some of the videos, although mostly is dumb in a way, but it is funny and most importantly I don't need to think. Until one day, I realised that my brain is stuffed with nothing very much useful and it has been a very long time since I pick up this writing habit leaving my blog in lonliness without even bother to visit it as often.. because.. I. have. got. nothing. to. share. because. my. life. is. too. boring. because. I. am. too. lazy. to. think. and. write. because. I. think. I. should. use. this. time. to. write. something.more. important. such. as. my. long. due. 'something'. and. I. know. these. are. all. lame. excuses.

Hell yeah, so here I am, back to here sharing something boring or maybe not and I have no idea on this but who cares? I just want to write something which is not related to my research. So for the past two years, I couldn't exactly remember when did I really sit down, and give a thought to something really serious like life??? okay this is boring. But then, after I had my second year viva the other day, I started to rethink about everything thanks to my assessor. So, I used to read because I know I have to, and write because I need to but without making use of my brain to tell people why are they so. Yes, why? And my assessor say, you can't just report as a report without telling people why is it happening. Then with my other PhD mates, we came out with this conclusion: 'why' the most important question in our research, we ourselves made this question up and we have to answer it ourselves, that is how dumb smart we are as a scientist. =x

3 of us were talking about this on a bench outside one of the accommodation building in UNNC with a chilly weather at night after dinner and this is when I learned a new word: sated; where your satisfaction is to the max level and you don't feel like doing anything at that time. Then I realised, after almost 6 months staying here in Ningbo, I started to feel a little reluctant to go back. Though I miss my family, my home, my king size bed, my car, my housemates aka colleagues, and most importantly Malaysia's food..... I wonder why does good bye always come after I finally get used to some places and the moment I start to get familiar with the people here and starts having friends that can hang out together. 

~nong~

270216

I used to come here and write stuff when I feel frustrated or sad. Since when have I forgot this habit of writing little things which I usually like? The last post I wrote here was on April 2015. Since then, I came here open new post then delete.. Open new post and delete again. I fear to write because I cant seem to find the right words to express my feeling.. Or maybe I am just too lazy to write.

I used to feel calm when I am here, listening to the music I have chosen myself suitable to chill and think about my life. Is this why I feel lost recently? Because I have not sit down for a moment and think about what I should do next and whether what I am heading now is correct? 

I used to imagine my life, sometimes regret but most of the time accept and look forward. But I am trapped now, in my own fantasy.

I used to have a clear vision on what I want, what I do and what will I get from it. It seems that I have lost this ability for now..

Wish I could find my courage back... 

~yurikaz~

Oh, here I am again!

Yes, I am back and this is going to be a sad post and spoiler to the Fast and Furious 7. =)

This might be the hottest topic among friends asking have you watch Furious 7? or what is your comment on the movie when you say you had.

Well, this is one movie that I went for the actor instead of the movie itself. I am not a really Fast and Furious fan though I watched all of them. I just like the cars and the actions, logic? nah its a MOVIE!

I see Paul Walker as Paul Walker instead of Brian O' Conner in this movie. And with this, a lot of scenes become so emotional. Seeing them attending to Han's funeral and saying that that would be the last one indicating they don't want to lost one more of their family member. Seeing Paul himself saying there will be only one more funeral and that would be Shaw's. Seeing him talking to Mia like he will be gone forever and the truth is he never will although he did came back to them in the movie. Seeing him playing with his kid and the happy moments with his family makes me cried even harder. 

Is just that, this team, makes the Fast and Furious becomes Fast and Furious. And it will never be the same again losing anyone of them. They planted the characters so well in my mind till I couldn't accept any other actor to play the same character.

I like how they all stand here facing the town they familiar with to fight with their enemy. Somehow it makes me think their spirit will remain.

The ending song was nice and it actually makes me feel like crying again.. >.<

One day, I shall find a time to rewatch the whole series again.

May you rest in peace. A lot of us will miss you =)

~nong~

27012014

The very long duration exam period has finally ended on 21st January. The mood to study has totally gone and the only feeling I had before having the last paper was: Time passes to slow, I cant wait to go into the exam hall and finish this one last paper. Though I thought most of them had finish their exam, but yea, library is still crowded with people. And some of them just don't know the meaning of 'Silent zone' which make me feel like giving them a punch right into their face. >.< 

I know I used to say that I will never go library to study back in year 1. I rather stay inside my room or just go to the kitchen to study just to avoid these kind of 'sound pollution' which pisses me off. But, after moving out from uni hostel, the room is just too hot and the tables are getting smaller and smaller after I move again to TTS 5. Whatever.. Its final year and its going to end soon and who knows I shall be missing every single thing in the future including exams. =x

Went laboratory for another trial experiment right after the last paper, which this room in block N where we conduct our experiment shall be another frequent place to be visited in the next sem. At least, its not only library, tcr anymore? Seriously, I feel so lifeless..lol 

Though we shall have another experiment starting on 23rd till 25th which I will usually just stay there..But...I just wanted to go back so badly..so yea..called back, wondering whether my dad will be at Bangi so that he can fetch me back. Line busy, called mum and told her then she said: oppsss, papa is on the way back and is almost reaching already. So, I said I might go back tomorrow but need to come back uni on 23rd for another experiment and then she said: Wait! I am confused. So you need to be at uni on 23rd then why are you coming back for just only one day??? So.... I cannot go back is it? I shouted and mum realised what she had just said and start to chuckle on the other side of the phone. Yes, yes, come back if you want.

Well, went back home, had a great meal and my sister turn to me: You purposely come back to wash the dishes is it? (That day was Tuesday..) Staring at her: No! I wouldn't come back if I can remember today is Tuesday..lol who cares about doing dishes anyway as long as I am at home =)

Found this very big pooh lying on my side of bed every time I go back... Guess that stupid sister just couldn't stand the pooh sleeping on the not-so-comfy-chair alone huh..?

  

While me and ph was waiting for the fabrication of the device on 24th, both of us were so boring until we went walking around the campus, chilling at the tv room in radius with the sunlight striking our eyes from behind the tv (so not strategy place to hang the tv there). So we decided to go library, borrow some CDs and have some movie session before we go swimming. The usual very crowded library were left empty with only tables and chairs and books without any single human sign (errr...I mean students) since there were no more exams and courseworks to be submitted. 

Watched Adam Sandler's movie: Just go with it. Like his usual movie: funny, warm and a little touched with a happy ending. I always like to watch Jennifer Aniston thinking that she has a very sweet smile. It was truly enjoyable seeing both of my favourite actors starring in one movie..=)

~nong~

The Moment of *Silence*

Waking up at 2.40am in the morning, sitting alone in the dining room, doing revision for the coming exam in 5pm later with just the clock ticking sound accompanying... Ah yes, I can feel the peace and silence in this particular moment which I have always enjoy it.

The moment I liked it a lot but usually missed it due to my sleepiness and laziness....and honestly who would purposely sleep early just to wake up in 3am unless you are rushing for exams and courseworks? And the reason of not doing it often is the one to make it special. =)

Waiting for the sunrising moment which I liked the most and....*Poof* all the calm and silence belongs to the night time go varnish after the sun has completely rises.

Well, it is my final year now. Though treasuring this moment by starting my revision really doesn't make it special, but that is what I am up for.. Right? *Wink*


~yurikaz~

祝我生日快乐

每一年的生日总是坐落在考试期间，所以也不太期望有什么庆祝会。毕竟自己的书都读不完了也没什么心思想要庆祝。一直以来总是希望收到很多很多的祝福很多很多的礼物，后来开始觉得，这只是个形式。要不是FB，MSN 的提醒，这么忙碌的日子里谁会真正记得谁的生日呢？说穿了，这个节日是属于孩子和母亲的节日所以只有自己和妈妈最记得。也因此去年开始不再把生日日期放在社交网站，然后等着、看着有谁会真正记得。去年的祝福还是一样多的，也许FB 的威力还是不容小觑的一个传一个的。可是最让我感动的还是鸾小姐自制大卡片，里面满满的都是我们大家相识这么久以来的照片和回忆。

今年，大家都忙翻了…生日那天还要口试，结果回家收到一堆同学的祝福说：原来今天是你生日呀？搞什么神秘~ 不然刚才见到你就请你吃饭了！ 呵呵谢谢你们噜 ^^ 我知道大家都忙的快吐血了 （包括我在内），所以有心就好~ 不过今年的生日还是有感动啦，收到从远远的台湾和美国寄来的录音（生日歌）。杨医生，我们认识快满10年喽！谢谢你这么有心 SKYPE 陪我度过那最后几个小时~ <3 还有还有，小小的插曲~ 同学刚好在那天问我：你什么时候生日啊？好像都没帮你庆祝过~ 我说：说了你要唱生日歌给我听！他一口答应：好啊，没问题。然后我就很兴奋的说：那你唱吧~今天是我生日。结果充满质疑的他不甘不愿的唱了还说我要求证！（笑翻了）

室友当天在准备第二天的考卷，复习得快跳楼的时候突然喊了一声：啊啊，对不起，我没良心我不是故意的！我记得你生日是5月8 可是我不知道今天已经5月8了！不要说我没良心，现在开车载你去买蛋糕。。。然后我很平静的看着她：我已经接受事实了，你还是乖乖准备你的考试蛋糕明天再补哈哈！结果隔一阵子她又再喊起来：FB 传言明天汽油涨价！管它是真是假，我要在明天以前去打油！走走走，陪我打油顺便买你的蛋糕…结果，就这样，我的生日蛋糕是顺便买来的！XP

最后，附上一首听到最好听的生日歌~ 感谢阿鬼先生通过 SKYPE 放了这么多首不同的生日歌！^^ 这是其中最喜欢的一首，听不厌，所以接下来的一天也在重复播放…

~nong~

P/S：原本应该在 0508 当天更新的~ 不过本小姐考试考得昏天黑地今天实在不想念了才跑上来写一写~ =)

四葉草

陪伴了我多年的四葉草吊飾讓我的暴力給謀殺了...

如果沒有記錯，這個飾品從我初中二開始就掛在鉛筆盒上。當時很要好的朋友從韓國帶回來的紀念品。我還記得她拿給我時告訴我裏面鑲著真的四葉草的那份感動。

對不起！如果那天沒有急著把筆盒關上；如果再耐心一點把筆都擺好再拉上拉鏈這個吊飾還能再陪我走多幾年吧? 好像已經很習慣性地把它當成自己的幸運符。

四葉草原本就是那到處可見的苜蓿草。普通都衹有三片葉子，爾後在不同的情況下長出的四片葉比較難尋因此都說能找到是幸運吧？不過現在市場上賣著這麼多，意義不知道還在不在呢？反正，對於四葉草還是比較偏愛的。

擁有的四葉草飾品當中也衹有這唯一一個朋友送的，所以它還是躺在鉛筆盒裡提醒著我當天的暴行... （室友:平時都怎麼教育你的？做人不要太粗魯，說了幾百次就是不聽...... 我知錯了 T^T）
~nong~

我們都是被寵壞的小孩~（馬六甲麻坡之二日游後記）

如往常，只要出去就要面對老媽那101的問卷：去哪裏？和誰去？怎樣去？住哪裏？怎樣回？

不過，我和親們已經混得快熟爛的情況下，我現在只要一說是和他們出去基本老媽都不會象以前那樣問得我招架不住~ 我只要說，李先生負責車票，Uncle Jason負責住宿，回來可能由杜先生充當司機就可以瀟灑地說掰掰~ （要不然你都不知道以前那悲慘的情況：誰來的？讀哪裏的？做什麽的？住哪裏的？他爸爸媽媽做什麽的？等等等等……每次都問得我大吼：過來啦，這個人！！指著FB 的照片：就是他我要和他，他還有他出去，然後一個一個介紹……）總歸一句，我老媽永遠比我還更關心我朋友的動向、狀況外加志向。而我，慚愧地說一聲：只要知道他們都還好好地活在這個世上的某個角落，我照樣過我的…

這次的旅途徹底讓我感受到被寵壞的好處~ 出門，我們幾位女士只要事先說出什麽時候出發什麽時候回航還有這次一定要吃到的東西。然後我們的李先生就幫我們買好從吉隆坡到馬六甲的巴士票，和家裏借好車然後交通工具就搞定了。回吉隆坡的車票，因爲有可能可以坐杜先生的車回去加上李先生拍胸脯保證一定會有車票所以就沒有先買好。住宿嘛~ 原本還很煩惱地說這麽遲訂不知道還有沒有房間，而且一定都很貴什麽的反正最壞就是在李先生家裏擠一晚~ 謝小姐就直接拍胸脯說：丟給我傢那個就好了~ 所以，Uncle Jason 打來問我：我請你吃 Otak-Otak 要嗎？問得我莫名其妙然後他才說去麻坡過夜可以嗎？比較便宜~ 我也很不負責任地說：沒問題。後來才良心發現問回去，你是不是應該去問李先生？干嘛問我？駕車的是他耶~反正他OK我OK。然後你家的那個OK我也OK。Uncle Jason 表示李先生覺得無所謂而他家那個叫他來問我們所以我就很隨便地說：那就OK 啊，我幫你通知他們。於是乎，住宿也搞定了。事後和老媽提起，她一臉（我也不知道那是什麽表情）地說：很好厚你們？每次說要去哪裏就有這幾個男生幫你們，還要載上載下。以後他們有了女朋友看你們怎麽辦~ （開玩笑，所以要趁現在享受福利啊！=P）

以下是見光死系列：

話説剛剛抵達麻坡的那個晚上吃的云吞面~老闆在給我們端上云吞的時候就是這麽一大碗滴：

謝小姐因此很無奈地指著：他是在喂豬嗎？=.=|||| 收錢的時候我們全部望向李先生：謝謝，老闆！！（當天費用全部先由李先生付，之後才兩清~）結果走出去的時候店裏的老闆也學我們對李先生說：老闆再見！！慢走~ LOL

這一只熊貓和旁邊那只長頸鹿，原本是在車上的。某位男士爲了怕之後忘記拿下車因此在我們去吃云吞面前拿了下來~ 被林女士（不是我）數落了一頓：等等不是要走去吃面嗎？？你要我這樣拿著去吃？？我睡覺要抱的咧~ 臭了你幫我洗 T_T  所以永遠最紳士的李先生身上就挂著書包、水壺、外套外加捧著的這只熊貓…

走到一半（當時后我們四個走在前面），Uncle Jason 看了看我們幾個人再轉過頭看著杜先生突然有感而發：幸好你有過來！（原本杜先生有事打算不來的）這樣至少多一個男生，不能打也能看。我們全部錯愕了一下。Uncle Jason 繼續自言自語：你看後面那個抱著洋娃娃能打嗎？我和謝小姐兩個一轉過頭就爆笑了~後面的幾個都被我們笑得莫名其妙不過也沒有搭理~畢竟這種程度的爆笑在我們之間是家常便飯。杜先生那帶色的腦子自動開始運轉，然後說了一句：我不明白！什麽不能打也能看？最後，Uncle Jason 說：我的意思是遇到壞人你就算不能打也能看！不然這裡全部女的你要叫後面那個抱洋娃娃的打嗎？！杜先生：噢噢噢~~~（你不説話看你的表情我們也知道你腦裏在想什麽黃色東西）=X

這場搶被單的起因好像是剛好我走過去隔壁房間看到杜先生又繼續裹著棉被睡覺的時候跑過去把他的被單拉走：起身啦！！還再睡！豬！結果杜先生的反應是，馬上把自己的衣服往下拉：非禮啊啊！！！強奸啊啊啊！！！TOLONGGGG！！隔壁房的那幾只馬上跑過來看戯……李先生本來要錄起來，結果搶完以後：哎呀！！我按錯東西沒有錄到！好戲不演第二次~~ Peace ^^

吃 Satay Celup 的時候，不知道是誰說到李先生像方炯镔~ 剛好這時候我們喊收錢~~ 於是就在店家面前，杜先生轉過頭對李先生說：你？？？？你哪一部份像方炯镔？？小便的時候像嗎？？ *全場噴飯* 最可憐的是那個來收錢的男生，明明就很想笑可是又要裝的若無其事地樣子和我們收錢~  弟弟，以後想笑就笑吧~ 憋著是會得内傷的~

以上

~nong~

馬六甲麻坡之二日游（下）

...續

說是清晨，其實已臨近中午…（時間觀念不好的我們，總是閙到大家的肚子都在抗議才肯心甘情願地停止 38…）Uncle Jason 說：來，今天就帶你們去吃 Otak-Otak，我聽説比較好吃的那閒店轉角就到。好不容易拖著腳步走到那裏，（其實也沒有很遠，就是因爲太餓了所以覺得沒有力）看著那兩扇鐵門就知道我們又與那好吃的 Otak-otak 無緣 >.< 所以轉去了Uncle Jason 說的也是很好吃的海南咖喱雞飯 和 海南“不知道什麽”扣肉飯。

全部人都叫了扣肉飯，除了我和杜先生這兩個不吃豬肉的 “回教徒”。我的咖喱雞飯有滷汁雞蛋和豆腐還有豆芽和咖喱雞~ 賣相不好的這槃飯告訴我們，看人真的不能只看外表，吃食也不能只看賣相。（老實說，當食物擺在我面前我都有種錯覺自己是只等著主人餵食的可愛小狗了~~）。滷味好好吃啊啊啊~~~滷的很夠味兒~（ 至少平時外面小販中心就只吃到的醬油味不會出現在這裡。）所以，大家可千萬別被他的賣相騙了~ 因爲是 Uncle Jason 請客的關係，（謝謝老闆）所以忘了一盤飯是多少錢。反正不會很貴，肯定比 KL 的價錢便宜。真好，出來就是要吃這種便宜又好吃的 XP

吃完飯，沿途回去酒店的路上就路邊攤買了幾盒 Otak-otak 回去孝敬家裏人，也買了10只現烤的慰勞一下盼了兩天 Otak-otak 的胃。雖然已經 Check out 可是車子還是泊在酒店，加上沒有人知道我們等等要去的 Hello Kitty 餐廳的具體位置所以決定回去偷用酒店的 Wifi。我絕對要說：以後不管發生什麽事情，我都要以吃為先。回到酒店因爲我電話有 GPS 所以在忙著看地圖的時候，Uncle Jason 問了一句：來來來吃，你要吃嗎？我說等我找完再吃，留給我。後果就是：當我找完順便去了趟廁所洗手回來……Uncle Jason手上拿著兩個 Otak-Otak：你還要嗎？我就拿了一個然後他也很順手地把另外一個塞進他的嘴巴。當我吃完還要再拿的時候，紙袋裏面已經是空空剩下全部 Nipah 葉（包著 Otak-otak的葉子）還意猶未盡的我傻了：Otak 咧？Uncle Jason 一臉無辜：吃完了咯~~ 哈？？你要吃啊？不早講，給我吃那麽多這麽辛苦！！我徹底無言了一陣：UNCLE！！！剛才不是叫你留給我嗎？Uncle Jason：所以你吃到一個了…哎呀反正你有買回家對不對？回家吃啦。（我的現烤 Otak T_T）

鑒于 Uncle Jason 還要工作的關係，因此就在這裡和他分道揚鑣~ 我們去我們的 Hello Kitty Restaurant， 他去見他的客戶。臨走，當然要做一做列行公事：慫恿他和謝小姐的 Goodbye Kiss~ （可是從來沒有成功過）

~Hello Kitty 餐廳

店如其名，整閒店的佈置充滿了粉色外加吉蒂貓的模型~~對於本小姐這種對粉紅色極度厭惡的人，這樣的佈置還真是不敢恭維~ 不過店員的服務態度還算不錯，很溫和。會要來這傢餐廳並不是我們對吉蒂貓情有獨鈡，純粹是想來看看。所以每個人只點了一碗糖水，另外一個 Chocolate Fountain~ （除了那個一直說自己沒吃飽的李先生另點了一盤揚州炒飯）沒有記錯的話，平均每個人 RM7.20。下圖附上一張在裏面搔首弄姿的我們~~ 最後結賬，回家！兩天一夜的行程就這樣在我們又笑又閙瘋子般的行爲當中給揮霍掉了~接下來的我們，回到去所要面對的還是那一堆煩人的功課，臨近的考試，討厭的實習…輕鬆的日子，過得很快呀~

——END——

~nong~

馬六甲麻坡之二日游（中）

…續

Nadeje 千層蛋糕~ 應該是我們6個人只叫了3碟的關係，所以吃下去不會覺得膩。畢竟人多，蛋糕少嘛。右圖就是這個著名的千層蛋糕了，吃起來就是一層一層薄薄的蛋皮合著不同口味的 cream~ 最好吃的，永遠都是最上面的那層啊。所以端上來的蛋糕，在經過相機手機大家的洗禮以後，它的第一層皮就被送入我的口中~ 沒有記錯的話，叫了三种口味：double chocolate，original & cheese…之後外帶了一個 rum & raisin~ 個人偏愛 original 的。可是這份執著在遇上 rum & raisin 的那一刻就煙消雲散… 吃完蛋糕，就繼續向 Satay Celup 進攻…Satay Celup 是用 Satay 醬弄的碌碌~ 火鍋那樣的料，浸到又香又辣的花生醬裏~ 我怎麽從來不知道火鍋湯底也能這麽做啊？平時用來調味的醬料都省下了，因爲醬本身就夠味了嘛~ （事後向母親大人報告兩天的行程的時候被說：你們變態的，吃不停……我妹：哪裏有人像你們這樣一直吃的？）

吃的不多，基本都在燙菜和菇類。就爲了杜先生期待著的10點晚上才開檔的燒 siham 和蚵仔煎~~ 坐在店裏聊了一下天再去商場逛逛。杜先生爲了購買他的那份禮物，故作神秘把我們支開。也對啦，不然交換禮物的時刻就沒有新鮮感了。

走了一整天，兩只腳已經抗議連連。又痠又痛，實在不想繼續走下去因此賴在商場裏準備的按摩椅上。原本只是打算白做的我們都在李先生的慷慨解囊之下享受了一段爲時三分鐘的按摩服務。
有個小孩子還很好奇地一直望著我們，然後很靠近地研究那張按摩椅~ 李先生，你什麽時候多了個兒子啊？

看看舒服地躺在那裏享受服務的先生小姐們~~外加一個很好奇的小孩……

話説，按摩椅的對面是個内褲專賣店……電視上還播著一堆猛男在那裏走 show~ 太勁爆了吧 @@ 好不容易，杜先生打來説已經選好禮物可以前往下一站了。而且思想齷齪地以爲我們在按摩院裏讓按摩小姐服務著所以很乾脆地叫我們去找他…前往停車場的路上遇到一群老千。這群人是被洗腦了嗎？到處拉人寫名字給錢的不到目的決不罷休的感覺。杜先生被纏上了，那人一直說個不停就是不肯放人。我們叫了好幾聲杜先生也不走，最後我跑上前拉了他就走也不敢看那人一眼。（我發現，男人對這種事情特別好奇？貌似我家老爸也常常這樣被拉著聼這些有的沒的。）那人還不肯死心一直跟著應該是想把我也拉進去吧？個人認爲他如果去當推銷員應該有不錯的成績，臉皮厚，想象力豐富：唉唉，她是你女朋友嗎？怎麽拉著你就走這麽兇？小姐，小姐？看一下這個就好了…你是不是叫XX（名字）啊？我們這個……等等等等。平時遇到至少還會應酬一下說聲趕時間，那天是真的拽了人就走。都已經過馬路過了一小段還不死心啊……著實很想告訴他，請把你那纏人的功力用在對的地方吧~ 這種騙人錢財的缺德事就別干了……

很遺憾，燒 siham 和 蚵仔煎都沒有開店。杜先生很遺憾地表示：每次我要來吃他都沒有開。李先生更遺憾地表示：每次我帶人來吃他都沒有開。聼了，是徹底的傻眼：根本，和你們兩個一起來吃就是個錯誤啊！！浪費了的那幾個小時明明原本可以直下麻坡吃燒魚吃 otak-otak的… 也因此，再沒浪費時間的買了白糖糕稍微應付一下開始抱怨的肚子待得 Uncle Jason 的到來就直下麻坡了。他當時很有魄力地說：走，帶你們去吃麻坡著名的 Otak-otak 和 Ikan Bakar…（我期待已久的葡萄牙燒魚呀）無奈，飛車趕到的時候都關店了~（淩晨一點左右吧~ 原來麻坡人都沒有夜生活…如果在KL，這個時間大家才剛要出來喝茶。）Uncle Jason 說：沒開，帶你們去另外一邊吃 otak-otak 和 satay babi。 杜先生表示：我已經餓到連 babi 都想吃下去了。我說：我還是啃 otak-otak 好了。（兩個不吃豬肉的人，其中一個已經向飢餓舉白旗了）很不幸的，抵達的時候已經關店了。最後跑去酒店附近吃云吞面~

聖誕節嘛~ 重頭戲當然是禮物了 ^^ 交換禮物的時候，整個房間亂套了。全部人都在喊著不要拿到誰誰誰的禮物，其中以不要拿到我的呼聲最高。（因爲我的一看就知道是本書…XD）

買禮物的時候實在不知道要買什麽好，因爲交換禮物不知道誰會抽到啊。想來想去，無意之間看到我之前存在電腦關於幾米的資料因此決定買幾米的畫冊。有點冒險，當時腦海中浮現的是：即使不喜歡看書的李小姐抽到也沒關係，因爲是畫冊，裏面的字句雖然寥寥無幾可是都很有意思。幾米的畫啊，很簡單卻能引人深思。

左圖，林小姐抽到李小姐送的充氣枕頭和眼罩~ 很適合，因爲此人每次長途巴士北上南下的…杜先生抽到的是謝小姐送的日記本。其中，讓所有人眼前一亮的是謝小姐抽到的 starbucks 版水罐~ 尤其包著禮物的那雙襪子，那個可愛啊…李先生表示，那個完全是因爲不知道該怎麽包禮物的權宜之計~ 我抽到的是杜先生臨時準備的面膜。很剛好，因爲前幾天才剛想著要去買面膜考完試滋潤滋潤卻爲了懶惰出門而作罷。李先生奧特曼的姿勢手握出自林小姐的黑巧克力和 vaseline lotion。就味道而言，林小姐很可憐的被砲轟了一陣~ 因爲她所堅持的很香的氣味在兩個沒有嗅覺的男士鼻中只屬泛泛。最後~~李小姐…買禮物的時候還真的不能設定誰會抽到的後果。TOTO 好像也沒有這麽准說……

Uncle Jason 幫我們訂的房是兩間相連的中間隔著一扇門~ 所以只要把中間那扇門打開我們就可以兩間亂跑。睡覺前，我們很小人地把我們這邊的門関了起來以避免第二天清晨那三個男士的騷擾~結果事實證明，小人的果然是我們。第二天早上隔壁男生房傳來的鬧鐘鈴聲響得把我們所有女士都吵醒了那三只還睡得豬似的。跑過去関掉以後我們很故意地大聲喧嘩，包括把電視機的聲量調至最高。在此聲明：那三只果然不是普通的豬。因此最後決定過去把他們的窗簾拉開給他們來個見光死！事後杜先生表示：其實你們一起來的時候我就知道了~~我還在想 —— 死咯，這幾個 auntie 起身了一定跑過來 kacau…… 我說：好意思，你們那邊的鬧鐘拼命尖叫還是我們過去関的……反正，一場大戰、一片混亂…折騰到下午差不多要 check out 的時間才停止。而接下來~就是我們來到麻坡的第一個清晨 ^^

續…

~nong~

馬六甲麻坡之二日游（上）

很久，沒有一起去旅行了。當我們每個都不再是大一新生而是快接近畢業並且邁進社會的 ‘老鳥’ 時，那個忙碌已經無法用言語形容。學校不一樣，相對的假期也很難碰在一起。這次的聖誕之旅，基本上好像從年頭説到年尾，本來以爲應該又是個嘴上說爽，不能成行的夢... =)

 早上11.30 的巴士，左邊第一章照片就是那兩個癡癡等待遲到的我們的背影~ 差不多兩個小時的行程，巴士上沒坐多少人。倒是我們的聲音從頭到尾沒有停過…中間有個婦女很不爽地問李先生能不能叫你的朋友安靜一點~（雖然我們是不對可是明明就坐你旁邊，沒有必要找人傳話吧？）所以咱家的謝小姐當下也很不客氣地說了一聲：知道了，謝謝你哈！才剛開始的旅程，怎麽可能就這樣睡覺哪？所以一路上還是繼續笑閙、拍照~只不過地點轉移到車尾就是了。不過，我們好像太低估自己吵鬧的程度。巴士依舊充滿了我們的聲音，只不過距離那個乘客太遠他懶得跑過來制止罷了。之後吵累了開始有點犯睏的時候就到了。李先生的爸爸來車站接我們到他們家裏吃午餐 -- 李媽媽的自製擂茶。*讚*

這次的旅行，其實算不上是旅行。因爲我們對馬六甲的著名景點都不太有興趣，畢竟去過好幾次了。這一次是專門下去找好吃的解饞~也因此從抵達馬六甲的那刻起嘴巴就幾乎沒有停過。飯後甜點是李先生姐姐的朋友自製的豆花。不似平時早市賣的那種加了糖漿吃下去有時還有點澀的豆花。這個已經和糖豆花摻和在一塊的豆花吃起來就像在吃有著淡淡豆香的布丁~ 前往馬六甲市中心途中在 Glebeng 停下買了那邊著名的 coconut shake。就是椰水合著香草口味的冰激淩，裏面還有絞碎了的椰肉。平時我有點抗拒香草口味，可是這杯讓我在大熱天裏忍不住喝了一口又一口的椰奶，個人認爲是物超所值。 難怪排隊打包的遠遠看去就是一條長龍。

買冷飲之前，還順路兜去看了還不是黃澄澄可是也已經一片綠油油的稻田~ 也兜去李先生很堅持要帶我們去看的 ‘廢鐵’。 具體位置我也不太清楚，反正是在 Glebeng 不遠處的人造海灘？填海的關係吧，浪不大，倒是風挺大的。遠遠望去空中都是飃著的風箏~ 而李先生口中一直強調的 ‘廢鐵’ 就是一艘不會潛水的潛水艇，稱之為廢鐵真是再貼切不過了。因爲充其量就是個無法潛水的潛水艇所以被買來當成博物院~ 花了這麽多錢最後擺在那裏當博物館實在有點浪費的感覺。入場費一元，沒有人願意花這個冤枉錢，所以只是在外圍拍了照就繼續我們覓食的路程~ =)

順便附上一張李先生為我們幾個女士服務的 ‘英姿’。

原本以爲只有星期六晚上才會營業的 Jonker Street 會爲了聖誕節破例，加上過後才加入我們的杜先生打電話來説：路上很賽車啊啊啊~ 我在 Jonker Street 附近塞了很久~ 找不到 parking… 很遺憾，Jonker Street 沒有爲了聖誕節破例~ 不過路上也沒有很塞車~ 馬六甲人李先生一邊駕駛一邊很拽地説道：有很塞嗎？一路順順啊！確實，我們是一路順暢地去到停車場，停好車子就開始了我們的任務！

第一站就是到三叔公那裏匯合杜先生~ 順手奉上還沒喝完的椰奶慰勞一下。結果某人馬上聲明：我買了 Ochado 咧~ 這個什麽來的？喝啦！廢話這麽多，好喝的！我們都喝過了！然後走進去三叔公，因爲我和李先生都在咳嗽所以就很理所當然地喝起了他們派給顧客試喝的金桔水~ 完全沒有要買的意思！喝完了，還把李小姐叫過來：你是不是消化不良？喝這個會好！（手指另外一瓶）然後她也很理所當然地喝了一杯再一杯~ 嘛，本來就是給人試吃的。

爲了貫徹花最少錢吃最多東西的原則，因此除了杜先生因爲還沒有吃午飯所以一個人霸佔一碟云吞面以外，再除去當天因爲消化不良一直想吐的李小姐~（其實是孕吐，父不祥~ kwx）於是，就有了以下這樣的場景：一碗 Asam Laksa，四雙筷子~

下一站，幸福~~~ 不對，應該是謝小姐從還行程還未開始就一直念念不忘的榴蓮泡芙！榴蓮泡芙的店就在 Jonker Street 那裏，體積很小，可以一口放進嘴巴~ 吃的時候絕對不能斯文，否則就會搞得一身狼狽 XP 我們親愛的林小姐就是不願意展現她粗魯的一面，小小一口咬下去，裏面的榴蓮 cream 就噴了她一身。所以奉勸大家，吃的時候還是一整口咬下去讓榴蓮的香氣圍繞齒頰間。當然，只適合喜歡榴蓮的人~ =)

走在馬六甲的街道上，當然少不了丁丁糖的蹤影。剛開始林小姐買的那檔，一個年輕人介紹著：來啊，此糖治咳嗽傷風喉嚨痛，吃了絕對有效。當時一聼，樂了。什麽時候丁丁糖變得如此神奇了？後來吃下去才知道是加了薄荷，估計還有其他什麽成分。再後來，去了另一個檔口買的才是小時候常吃的口味。糖嘛~ 當然是要有甜味兒才叫糖哪。出來玩，最常做的當然就是照相。尤其我們的林小姐手上拿著這麽大一架相機，不用白不用。那天的馬六甲，不熱。涼涼的，沿途一直有風吹過來，很舒服的天氣。走在河堤岸上沿路看看風景留留影也不錯。（想也知道我們不會這麽閒情逸致特地在馬六甲街道上散步~ 純粹就是距離杜先生的車子有段距離…）

左邊第一張，是獻給當時遠在 Australia 念書沒辦法加入我們的張小姐~ 她的迴眸一笑，那個經典哪~ 無人能比。還有一只黑貓，是爲了讓那個好説歹説就是不願意離開她 hometown 的葉小姐也進入鏡頭裏。她很傲氣地說：你們路邊隨便看到一只貓，帶它上車就等同帶著我。所以這只小黑貓就是葉喵喵的替身~ <3

續…

~nong~

=(

现在的我，浑身难受~从早上开始就不停地在打喷嚏…

后来去参加老爸同事儿子的婚宴派对因为吸到二手烟，这个笨蛋鼻子更是变本加厉地不停制造噪音~老妈说：好的不遗传，坏的全部收收下来。。。我说妈啊：鼻子敏感也不是我想要的啊 T.T

是嘛~本来也没有这么脆弱，都这几天赶 coursework 赶到没日没夜的身体一弱就又开始了…
（死都不肯承认错误的家伙 >.<)

晚上十点多吃过了感冒药和止痛药~平时睡上一觉就会好了……今天是怎么啦？12点半一到整个精神起来，可是人整个晕晕就是了~（怎么感觉像是嗑了兴奋剂？？）感觉到整个喉咙烧烧再看着擤出来的鼻涕也变成可怕的青色就知道自己Game Over了！！想说逼自己继续睡下去可是怎么躺还是一样的精神。好吧，我知道我还有一份 coursework 可是也别这样害我吧？
平时你都乖乖等我考完试再让我生病的说，这次怎么就卡中间了？我就说嘛~世界末日还没有来我自己倒遇上末日了……

不过，既然睡不着~那就拼看能不能今天把报告打完吧~加油 ^^

隨筆

想聼一首好歌，不斷地重復再重復卻也不會厭煩…

想看一部好的電影，震撼的場面，引人深思的劇情…

想讀一本好書，平平淡淡的書寫手法可是讓人意猶未盡…

當，每個人都在說著世界末日我只期待生命的誕生。

有毀滅，必有新生。媽媽說：人，縂有一天會走到盡頭。

不管有沒有末日，不管有沒有疾病、苦難，隨時都要準備好。

勇敢面對把！該來的總會到。所以，想通了。一切隨緣，無需強求。

那天，和室友提起想去非洲當義工的事情……

她說了一堆很有道理的道理還是沒有辦法打消我想去的念頭。

最後，我說其實我還沒有和家裏人商量…她說：反正你要的就是要。

結果，回到家裏和媽媽說了以後計劃馬上被我延遲~

室友說：你媽會不會太神了？到底說了什麽？

我說：我媽只是幫我算了一下機票然後我發現我存的錢不夠…

室友說：果然，還是你媽了解你這個典型的金牛~下次我知道怎麽對付你了…

（話説~你也是金牛耶！有必要如此相煎嗎？>.<）

想去海邊…

期待著聖誕節的馬六甲之旅…

只要是和你們，不管是哪裏都想一起去~

那天和失聯很久的阿公（張賢雄）聊著近況~

我想，同樣是完美主義者的你是了解我的吧？

以前每次說你結果當自己遇到同樣的狀況卻也用了相同的方法解決~

看到幾乎快忘記的勉勵：“Oreo 是給有努力過的人吃的” 突然感到很窩心~

謝謝你阿公，我會更加努力的 =)

你好嗎？

很久沒來這裡寫一寫了。雖然懶惰的因素佔了大部分，可是多少也是因爲不知道該從何寫起。考完試以後休息不到兩天就全身心地投入了爲期3個月的實習工作，事實證明當初下的決定是對的。我不在乎公司多大多有名福利多好，我只在乎我拿到我想要的。即使剛開始因爲自己的比較心態而感到自卑，因爲自己那討人厭的完美主義讓自己感到無比的挫敗和壓力。可是，都過去了…不是靠我自己撐，純粹是我有個很好的哥哥每次讓我無條件地耍小孩脾性然後耐心地開解我。哭了好幾次也知道自己的任性，可是經過這期間的種種，我又長大了。

3 個月的時間說長不長說短不短，即使最後的離別充滿不捨可是也還是有那麽一丁點的高興。謝謝你們大家耐心地指導我這笨笨的實習生，也感謝你們給我的肯定和讚賞。讓我對自己的未來有了更明確的規劃。也許，會浪費很多時間；也許，別人會笑我傻、笑我不自量力；也許，到最後根本就是一場夢。可是至少我努力過，不讓自己有任何遺憾地往前看、向前走。

9 月份，開學之前去歐洲狠狠地玩了9天。遇到很好玩的意大利司機叔叔，看見了很多如詩如畫的風景，體驗了異國文化還踏上了從小的夢想之地 - - 倫敦。全部的全部，所有的所有，我只能說我太幸運了，所見所聞，能否就此深深地印在腦海隨時回味？遺憾的是，行程很趕，想看的東西太多，能用的時間太少。始終相信著縂有一天，我的夢想會逐步實現~

升上大三，突然覺得有點靜、有點空虛。比較要好的都轉到英國本校了，留下來的我們看不見熟悉的身影聼不到熟悉的聲音。以前不覺得怎麽樣，可是現在真覺得有什麽不一樣了。聼著講師在前面說著一個又一個的截止日期，看著一張又一張似曾相識的講義，是挑戰、也是壓力。沖過一個比一個艱難的関卡，縂有一天我們會越來越強吧？地球總是在轉，周遭總會有點改變，既然無可奈何，只好隨著環境調适心情。我們，都加油吧！=)

240612

很久沒來了~ 從放假之前忙 coursework，忙考試，到現在忙實習~
其實也有時閒的，只不過很累。
腦子裏很多東西想說想寫，來到這裡卻打不下手~
最近實習回家以後就是玩遊戲，刺十字綉，連鋼琴也沒動了。
除了星期六教琴的那幾個小時…說實話，我的手指都退化了。
做工的生活，比上學還要規律。每天好幾個小時待在辦公室。
午休時間區區那一個小時還真是少得可憐。
我大概就是不適合這樣的生活吧？
每天小心翼翼地如履薄冰，深怕一個不小心，一個犯錯也許就害得公司什麽什麽。

回到家裏，很累很累~
以前覺得每個星期六教鋼琴很累人，現在反而覺得那是最輕鬆的幾個小時。
人，是不是總是要有了比較以後才懂得珍惜？

~nong~

牢骚

教小孩子的时候：为了让他们学习提问，因此答案多数是正面以示鼓励。好比如：拿别人的东西之前要问主人，姐姐我可以拿这个吗？是的，可以。别人给你东西要说什么？谢谢！而后蹦蹦跳跳地去玩了。稍微大一点，开始乱拿东西以为问了就可以拿。于是乎：不行，这个是姐姐的东西，说了不行就不能乱拿了，要学会尊重主人的意愿。是的，如今有太多的人以自我为中心，忘了别人也有权力说 不！尤其还是东西的拥有人，更有此项权力。

假设，我和你是非常非常熟悉的朋友，那么有些小东西你可以自动拿去用，前提是至少通知一声并且记得还回来。可是，你如此的不良记录让人如何心甘情愿？如果，发问以后得到的答案是否定的却还是一意孤行，那已不叫询问，而是 通知！更甚者，连询问也省下，自行决定。所谓：不问自取便是偷。你并不是鸤鸠，也有属于自己的窝，那又何必占领喜鹊的巢？

再不是小孩子可以偶尔耍点小任性，现实是残酷的。You are a grown up, so please act like one. 如果暗示，明示也没有用。那么当我更加坚决的表达我的立场的时候，请不要和我翻脸。

以上

~yurikaz~

Family *Love*

I feel like we have not meet each other for a very long time.. The last time all of us gather together is this year CNY which without the presence of San San. The only photo I can found which 5 of us together is like 2010?? See how young and immature we looked last time... Lol

The first two pictures took during 2009 or 2010 at Genting Highland if not mistaken.. And the bottom one took at Jusco, Seremban 2 after Cheng's PLKN.. Koko is not inside as he don't want to '自拍' with us, instead he rather become the photographer..lol

Feel like going for a movie together.. Go somewhere else to play and have fun like we usually did when all of us are still in primary and secondary school.. Wish to go swimming and have our meals together after that.. Also... Celebrating festivals together.. Wesak is near.. We will go temple and sometimes join the flower parade, walking 'miles' with candle in hand then pretend to act like ghost =x

Somehow, the moment all of us join the Buddhism camp came flooding my memory these days.. ( That was like before I went to primary school??) I don't know why, I just feel like joining all these camps and finding back the fun we had through disciplinary life.
Maybe, I am just feeling stress and start 'emo-ing'.

Not to mention, I miss Xuan Xuan as well.. This cute little girl who has now grown up and turn into a naughty and playful girl...lol

Feel like hugging her and ask her to kiss me for a thousand times now =) Feel like 'bullying' her and make her scream and laugh and run.. Hao Hao too.. the moment he say : 不要跟你好 is so cute. I wonder if he still say this now..

Koko's 'Masterpiece'.. haha

She looked so innocent with that fish picture on her hand >.<
The moment I saw this picture was like..: Gor..you play until nothing to play? =.=

There is another picture with her smiling face but I don't have it.. She looks like she is going to cry but she is not. This is how she act whenever she knows we are taking her photo. She will start acting emo and cool and look so pity. But once you done with it.. She start hyperactive and shouting: Let me see~ Let me see! Ohhh...Who is this? This is Xuan Xuan r?

*爱演*

Lion Dance.. *Dong Dong Chiang*

Inspired by these two hyperactive kids. They keep jumping on the bed and mattress while we are trying to take our afternoon nap. So, Jie Jie say: both of you go act like the lion dance and dance outside..

So, we start teaching them how to jump, how to shake their butt, how to dance with blanket cover.. =)









End my post with this cute and young us... smile.. Cheng is hiding at the back like a small rat =P

~nong~